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どうして分からないんですか？
Thursday, August 23, 2007 // 8:18 PM
なぜか分からなぃけど I've developed this immense fear of death. ってか in bed while imagine and think up what else I need to think of from that day, I sometimes lie clutching myself because I'm afraid any second I might slip into the Heavens. I read this book this morning (well...呼んでちゃった) and I've hear this before, that we only fear what we don't understand or know. And for me, that's true. I remember crying one night because I didn't understand whether my father truly cared about his family or not. I cried because I didn't know if he would learn some crazy shit in jail. It sucks not knowing things, and it sucks not understanding things. さらに it sucks when you think you understand something けど you regret it.
I don't like not knowing things, not understanding things, or being afraid because I don't understand things. Life would probably be a lot more boring if the answers just came to us けど sometimes I just wish they did.
...it makes me feel like such a weakling crying all the time から...
お休み。